soo i have come bearing bad/sad news.

this upcoming school year, i will not be participating in marching band.

basically i am doing so much and i dont want to stretch myself too thin. also i really want to do it but i dont want to start it and not be able to finish it.

questions or commets are welcome. ((: P))

current mood: disappointed

man so im updating. rich tried to make me feel all bad for "ditching" you LJ friends. so i will TRY to keep doing this one. but i better get some comments. lol

well life is good for me. i got a job. i go to the beach like every weekend. oh yeah:

If you would like to come down to the beach with me one weekend (a whole overnight weekend), let me know. Because we have lots of space and I get bored by myself. Im trying to have a bunch of friends downon like July 30th. So let me know ok? ok.

anyways.. i havent talked to like ANYONE from skool (minus a couple neighbors, etc.) in a whiiiiile. how is everyone? we should hang out. i have nothing better to do half the time.

well thats all. i got some funny pictures from my friend so i might post them..

current mood: miss u guys

wow its been a LOOOOONG time since i updated lol. well this week has been fun. schools over!!!!!!!!!!

yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

ok i dont know if u understand how much relief that is. i really needed a break. : ) now its just eating, sleeping, swimming, (maybe some running) and some slight summer jobage.lol

ok well i got tagged. so i guess this is wat im supposed to do:

What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs.

1. Singing Kelly Clarkson at the top of my lungs in Jamie's car
2. Swimming
3. Eating ice cream
4. When someone plays with my hair
5. Back scratches
6. Going to Border's and Toys R Us with Jamie, Diane, and Chris
7. A bath

current mood: whatever

well i just got home from the band concert. it was cool and fun

jamie and i had fun in the car! hahaha i miss spice girls! wait wait! im a husky with one blue eye and i have a limp so the call me killer! lol omg memories..

well ive been listening to DC Talk a lot lately. i forgot how good that cd was.

time to go to bed... maybe

current mood: chipper

so0o.. today i ate a dog treat. it was disgusting. i didnt do it on purpose, my friends are just MEAN! lol. christine is a fatty. i cant believe i thought it was a slim jim.

i am going to the gauger band concert tonight with chris L. this should be interesting. maybe ill see mrs. thomas.

katie

current mood: geeky

wow i havent updated in a whiiile. i guess ive been a little busy? who knows. skool was wack today...

yesterday was cool tho. i went to church, hung out with tyler, grace, krista, tori, and this girl i just me joslyn (cant spell that one). they were all eating wendys (except me and krista) and making me very hungry. then krista invited me to go to wendys and walmart with her. wendys was having free frosties. they were tiny but freaking delicious. lol

i forgot to give tyler his cd, just add that to the multitude of things ive been forgeting lately. forgot the banquet $, forgot my uniform, forgot the math homework, forgot freaking everything. church cheered  me up tho, and so did walmart and wendys, hahah grace "she holds me every night!" hhahah.

well im just wondering when my life will get back to normal. hopefully soon.

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current mood: overwhelmed... somehow

sorry about that little gay attack. i duno. im an idiot.

well i went to church and that was fun. i found out my COOL friend krista lives in my neighborhood. lol

tyler let me borrow the relient k cd. thats cool. i have a game tomorrow. woohoo...

current mood: blah

why does life have to be so confusing. i swear its just me making a mountain out of a molehill again.

i vote that we all just forget about everything and just have fun. forget wat might have happened or wat never did. all i want is to have fun, is that so bad?

if only i were more decisive maybe this would be easier. ive been hated before, i guess i better get ready for it again.

current mood: make up my mind

ahh so many things to think about. i hate it wen u know u have to make a decision but u know whatever you do, you are going to hurt someone. well i guess thats how life is. but i made my decision and i like it and im sticking with it.

i can always tell my level of stress because my hands are covered in pen. lol. wen im stressed i get really forgetful, so i have to write on my hands to remember things. 

the lax game today was fun, despite the fact that we lost. i started varsity as D-Wing. that was cool, i found out i like defense. then i played 3rd Home ((offense)) a little later. i didnt do as sucky as i thought i would. but w/e. right before i went out, G was like do u know wat to do? and i was like ummmm... catch the ball and put it in the goal? lol. he laughed at me.

after the game the team went to applebees for "team bonding" which was fun. it took wayyyyyyyy too long to get seated so i got home at like 8:30. but i had a good time. i was going to go out with a certain boys lacrosse player if i didnt get home so late. : )

hmm this is a nice change of color. green was getting boring.

current mood: disappointed

ahh well life has been kinda gay lately. rumors are flying. im not saying they necessarily bother me, but things are starting to get out of hand.

everyone knows about everything. and if u dont know wat im talking about, u r so out of it that you dont deserve to know. lol. everyones being all serious and stuff and im just trying to have fun. thats all i want is to have a good time.

suzi ((doooziiii)) and i had a good talk during our extremely hard practice today. lol. its was fun.

and omg yessssssss! russell gave me the best gift in the world. lol.a WHOLE big (sorta) delicious breath freshening bag (it was wrinkled) of arbys mints. it was definitely like one of the high points of my day.

ok this is the part where i express some things that have been on my mind lately so this is probably going to be gay but you dont have to read it. i feel like for me all my old strong friendships are fading. i used to have so many good friends, who i could tell anything. but now it is hard to talk to some ppl who used to be like my sisters. i feel annoyed by them sometimes or like they are hurting me somehow. i dont see how things can change so much but they have.

i dont have any really close friends anymore. dont get me wrong, ive got a million friends. most of them are just that tho. friends. i dont have anyone who i can call and talk to on the fone. nate is probably the person who i am most open with as of now. im not like crying about it, im just realizing. i always used to have a few bffs and there were NEVER rumors about me. i guess a lot of things have chnaged.

i miss being able to talk to someone without worrying about what they will think of me. i guess i could just use a friend to lean on or a shoulder to cry on every now and then.

current mood: contemplative

todays game was alright. jv tied. everyone did great. except i sucked major ballage. i seriously need to practice. i was pissed at myself for like an hour after the game. i just kept throwing the ball away. but then i found gummi worms in my bag and that cheered me up. : )

im going bowling tonight with my youth group. thats gona be fun. sarah and nate are coming. i love bowling alley food. (lol i love ANY kind of food!)

ahhahahah! yesss russell FINALLY got more arby's mints! ive been dying without them. lol sorry its sort of an inside joke but just let me tell you, if you havent had some arby's FREE mints before, then you havent lived.

ms. white bought from my fundraiser, i really need to make some more sales. SOOO, if you are interested in buying some delicious microwaveable treats, for an affordable price, let me know!!!!

well i need to go get ready.

current mood: bowling alley food

today was fun. TWO people are buying from my fundraiser! kevin (new kevin) and nate. and maybe ray (that would be THREE). im happy, i def. need the money. tomorrows game should be interesting. i hope its not as umm.. catty as the last one.

i had pizza for lunch which was greasy but -oh so- delicious. and i didnt spill anything on myself, practically a first in my life.

im finishing up my course selections for next year and my application for camp manito. cant wait til summerrrrr!!!!!!!!!

i won a nifty bungee watch yesterday. well technically some girl won it and then gave it to devon who gave it to me. but i ended up with it (and its GREEEEEN) so thats all that matters.

well im feeling a little... confusedish/badish/thing lately. real descriptive right? lol. i have problems.

and russell with two L's im sorry i punked you today. im sure it hurt your major pink line ego. : )

current mood: total flirt

ahh well todays been totally boring. i managed to eat some more whole food today (pb&j, chicken noodle soup, scrammbled eggs) but it was a lot of yogurt and pudding again.

my facial sweeling has progressed (despite my CONSTANT icing) from marshmallow cheeks to melon head.

i dont think the swelling is gona go down. my face doesnt hurt so bad with the pain killers but i get tired really quick. walking up and down the stairs makes me feel dizzy and lightheaded. i think its from the anesthesia. so im prolly not going to christines party.

call me and keep me company!

current mood: swollen and pooped

i got my wisdom teeth out. its not soo bad i guess. ive got two packs of frozen peas stuck in the hood of my hoodie. im trying to reduce the swelling. its not working lol

my face looks square, like i have marshmallows in my cheeks. (an i mean the jumbo kind!!!)

im still going to christines party either way. well i feel sick.

well tonight was the talent show. nate and i performed heart and SOUL. it went from prim and proper to funky and jazzy. (hence the SOUL) lol. it was really good. but we didnt win. pshhh no one appreciates real talent these days. some kids singing along to that romanian fat guy song won. along with 4 other ppl who werent that great. the prize was candy too! man i really wanted that! call me bitter lol but i think we shoulda won.

well our first game as cancelled today bcuz of the weather. we might have it tomorrow tho. then friday we have off for spring break!!!!! ahh u dont know how happy that makes me!! and im going to new beginnings on friday night for some thing they are having. its supposed to be really fun, so we'll see. lol

i gota do homework and get to bed.

current mood: i really wanted that candy

omg i loveeee lacrosse sooo much! today we had our scrimmage. varsity and jv won!! against newark (1st time in 3 years!!)

i got put in varsity as d wing (defensive wing) that was fun. i knocked out the ball a couple times but i never really got it. then in the jv game me and dev were a wings (attack wings) and alex played center. everyone did sooo good. jv killed em! i was all agressive. you wouldnt even recognize me out there! lol

it was hard. i thought i was gona die a couple times lol but i kept pushing. it was just more fun than u could believe. and i felt sooooo good after the game. i havent felt this good in a while.

well i know you cant really check in girls lax but, wow, i def. knocked to girls over. it was an accident but i mean they went down pretty hard.

current mood: ahh im so happy!!!

wow i never update two days in a row! lol. wat a treat!

i went to youth group tonight at new beginnings. it was fun! everyone there was just as friendly as on friday. i met even more ppl whose names i cant remember. thats alright they will come to me. dave pedicone (johnny casino in Grease) was there. so i actually knew someone. well him plus tyler i met on friday.

i really like that church and youth group. i cant wait til next sunday wen i go there. there are so many changes in me lately. and its a good thing.

current mood: im in a really good mood