Current mood:	disappointed
Current music:	this *shh* is bananas BA-NAN-AS!

ahh so many things to think about. i hate it wen u know u have to make a decision but u know whatever you do, you are going to hurt someone. well i guess thats how life is. but i made my decision and i like it and im sticking with it.

i can always tell my level of stress because my hands are covered in pen. lol. wen im stressed i get really forgetful, so i have to write on my hands to remember things. 

the lax game today was fun, despite the fact that we lost. i started varsity as D-Wing. that was cool, i found out i like defense. then i played 3rd Home ((offense)) a little later. i didnt do as sucky as i thought i would. but w/e. right before i went out, G was like do u know wat to do? and i was like ummmm... catch the ball and put it in the goal? lol. he laughed at me.

after the game the team went to applebees for "team bonding" which was fun. it took wayyyyyyyy too long to get seated so i got home at like 8:30. but i had a good time. i was going to go out with a certain boys lacrosse player if i didnt get home so late. : )

hmm this is a nice change of color. green was getting boring.